What Do You Do When You Have No Faith Left?

I used to think I had faith. I spouted from the roof tops, my devotion. Like Peter, I boasted, “I will never deny you, Lord.” I was shallow and arrogant. Caught up in a wave of my own emotions. My foundation untested; by storms, waves…The rattlings of my own weary heart. Like Joseph, I had my […]

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How to Move on From Grief

I stumble across the sale rack of men’s dress shirts and almost robotic-like, am drawn to the XXL. $11.99 for name brand, men’s shirts. Not bad. Bright, bold colors, I knew my dad would look good in these. It had been a Space-Mountain-year. You know…The kind that straps you in and unvoluntarily spins you up and […]

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The Light from the Porch Still Carries Us Home

I dropped those newborns on his lap, like a brightly wrapped, present to a king. He sat, quiet. Holding them. Or looked up at me as if saying, “Again?”, half-smiling. It didn’t matter if the baby was Caucasian, Hispanic, Samoan, or African American. This strong man, with thick, calloused hands, and a hat that covered his […]

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