Just stumbled off the plane after a twelve hour flight. Eight days full of almost non-stop traveling. People. Raw. Emotions. Surfacing. Brimming over in delight. China still burning in my heart bright. And I am processing so much. The faces of so many children. Two orphanages. An amazing ministry servicing children, disabled. And I walk as […]
Things are scattered all over my room. Suitcase open. Ready to be filled. And I too, am unzipped, empty, ready to embark on the adventure coming…. Grace beckoning, God fill me, as He wishes. And I fight against the thoughts, that cry out for answers. And though God is a God of order…. Sometimes He only […]
At this moment, I am walking through a government orphanage. I am seeing…. White walls. Wooden plank beds. Children without limbs. Some running up to us, smiling. Others shrinking back, afraid of touch, as we pray over each one of them. There is…. An albino little boy, left with a note on the […]
I have never been one for religion in the traditional sense. Rules. Need too’s. Have-to’s. May have fixed the outside. But only drew me inward….away from Holiness. And to be honest. I am the worst of sinners. Rebelling from man made rituals…. superseding the freedom my Spirit Nature knows is God’s promise.Heart fleeing from legalism. To […]
I just love it when God gives you head knowledge. Then God tests the authenticity of your words through trials. And either you…”Pass the test”. Or you “fail” and become a hypocrite. I have done both. Thankfully, even when we fail, we cannot fall too far from His nest of grace. His hand always open, […]
It was almost as instantly as I posted on Facebook, “I got my visa, I am headed to China,” that the persecution started coming. Messages flooding the crevasses, empty of faith within me. And faith was never meant to have crevasses. Empty space.The holes in our souls always needing to be filled with, something. Or they […]