Silence dances into every crevass of my mind, like a game of hide-and-seek, exposing even unspoken lies, keeping me from myself. We are all a bunch of actors. Convincing the world, but more so ourselves, that we are able, capable, strong… Worthy of living this life we’ve been given. But, what about when we stumble on […]
What Do You Do When You Have No Faith Left?
I used to think I had faith. I spouted from the roof tops, my devotion. Like Peter, I boasted, “I will never deny you, Lord.” I was shallow and arrogant. Caught up in a wave of my own emotions. My foundation untested; by storms, waves…The rattlings of my own weary heart. Like Joseph, I had my […]
A Little Message for Those Afraid to Die or Who Have Lost Someone They Love
He came to say goodbye to my fourth daughter. She had been crying that morning and couldn’t go back to sleep. So, we tucked her in, like a marshmellow, between both my husband and me. She was sound asleep, like she is this morning. And then I see him like a ball of light; intent, focused, […]
How to Move on From Grief
I stumble across the sale rack of men’s dress shirts and almost robotic-like, am drawn to the XXL. $11.99 for name brand, men’s shirts. Not bad. Bright, bold colors, I knew my dad would look good in these. It had been a Space-Mountain-year. You know…The kind that straps you in and unvoluntarily spins you up and […]
Knowing God Personally Changes Everything. Have You Experienced God?
The earth burned hot, like fire beneath my feet, as I gazed up to what was four massive beings. Faces, like giants, staring outward. Me, a child, sat in the dry air, with a big sky sprawling open around me. People crowded. The faces of our past sat poignant. Four presidents chiseled into rock. Like the […]
Have We Stopped Believing in Miracles? (And How to Believe Again)
A pile of gray fur lay tucked in our blackberry bushes. We knew what had happened, simply by circumstantial evidence. The night before, a coyote was pacing our property. Our neighbor said her cat was mangled, scraped and scarred, but when she came outside at the sound of it all, the coyote ran off. Her cat […]