I am not going to lie. It has been hard. Coming back from China. Only a week back. And the hurricane of thoughts. Emotions. Carry me. Too often. Where I don’t want to go. However, today I have taken the wise advice of a friend: Lay low. Be still. Take an entire day, just to seek […]
When There Is No Physical Healing. At An Orphanage In China.
It lay. A world away. Wrapped in grace. The kind that finds one in the cold. And brings it in. And holds it endlessly. Regardless of the cost. And we sit. Encircled around this ministry. God brought us to. Hearing the details. Of a little one. Having surgery. Fighting for victory….in a world that sometimes just […]
The Day I Refused To “Pray”
Today I refuse to pray. Instead, I climb higher up our winding staircase. Making way, to the carpet. Calling. Next to our bed. The place tears rest when I can’t seem to go on…. In my own strength. And it is there. In the quiet. The stillness. I close the door to the world. Only light […]
Faith and a Backpack.
Just stumbled off the plane after a twelve hour flight. Eight days full of almost non-stop traveling. People. Raw. Emotions. Surfacing. Brimming over in delight. China still burning in my heart bright. And I am processing so much. The faces of so many children. Two orphanages. An amazing ministry servicing children, disabled. And I walk as […]